I'm getting so so sick of updating my graph in the same ridiculous direction it's been going. I'm not trying to draw a mountain here ffs.
Sunday was a complete disaster. Standard.
Early morning Tuesday session yielded a final table in a $109 on stars with like 120 players. Obv I finished 9th. Tonight I got 8th in the $77 turbo 6max on stars.
It's so absurd how many 7th through 18th place finishes I've had. I'm so hungry for this nonsense to end.
I played more tourneys in October than I have any other month all year (except January when I was grinding the micro sched). October turned out to be the only month where I played 250+ tourneys and DIDN'T show a profit.
I'm really frustrated right now but I think this may all be for the best. If I'm going to make it in poker and in Vegas for at least the next few years then I need some harsh lessons and hard times to make me strong.
The only good news I've had recently was finding out tonight that the tea party kook running for Senator here in Nevada got her ass kicked. I'm not a huge fan of democrats anymore but I'll choose them any day of the week over people who want to close their eyes and ears and brains to the world around them and pretend like humans don't face major issues. Seems like politics right now is all about choosing the lesser of two evils. Idk, w/e, I'll figure it all out someday.
2015 MTT Profit
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2 comments:
Damn that's a sick giraffe. Get to the vet immediately.
When I'm running bad, I just look at my graph and think of the long run and how this little downswing is just a minor blemish on the big picture. It usually helps me keep my confidence up.
Also sometimes I look at graphs of players w/ lots more volume than myself and see some of the nasty downswings they've gotten through along the way to $50k, $100k, $200k+ etc.
Hang in there man, you'll get there.
saw ur run in the 77t was sick man...Your a sick mtter things will turn around quick bro...think they are already!
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