in a dinky $26 PLHE tournament for $680. First was the only score worth 4-digits and I couldn't even pull it off.
Like, I truly am scraping the bottom of the barrel right now. I almost can't even believe I'm in this situation. I finally got seriously focused this month and have put in 240 tourneys and am DOWN 1.1k currently.
So many hands and situations and tourneys where if just a few hands had gone diff I would be talking about another solid month in the books like I used to.
Instead, I'm still trying to get outta makeup and then get back into the serious tourneys and Sundays I was supposed to be playing initially.
I just gotta keep working hard. Eventually I'll blow up and hit score after score and then ideally I'll take that money and go hit some better scores.
Like, this WILL happen. Sorry I'm typing this post while completely under the influence of the sleeping pill Ambien (god bless these pills) but they tend to make my thoughts a little less coordinated than usual .
Anyway, bottom line is stick around cuz im not going anywhere. Things may be as tough for me in poker right now as they ever have been but I 100% guarantee I will be out of this and down an insanely successful path. It just can't go any other way.
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