I just got done making a post on Saturday about how I've gone the whole year without a Sunday score and how it's affected my pace and finishing the year with 100K profit.
Well just to dick-tease me yesterday I guess, I finished 7th in the Sunday 20r on Full Tilt for 1.5k. My JJ lost to 99 aipf xJQK10. Pretty fucking absurd though. 1st place was worth 12.2k and that was virtually a chip lead pot.
I mean, I'm gonna need those kinds of 10k+ scores if I'm gonna get to 100k. What a completely frustrating result.
And just to put into perspective how effectively worthless the 7th place money is, I was in for 1.1k in buyins yesterday. So all I really did was break even.
I mean, I guess I'm gonna do some bitching and whining and moaning right now so if you don't wanna hear it then this would be the time to stop reading.
I feel like I've been "breaking even" all year long to be completely honest. And while my graph and actual results don't reflect that I can't help but feel it strongly. For the amount of work I've put in so far this year I feel like I should have more profit and be more satisfied with my results.
I've bubbled the FT of the NSG on Stars twice this year. I've bubbled the FT of the Fifty/Fifty on Full Tilt twice this year. Those are my only nightly chances of a 10k+ score.
And then yesterday I'm finally in position for a fantastic Sunday midstakes score and it gets brutally taken away from me.
I realize this is all pretty standard but at the same time I've got my fingers crossed that I run better in key spots in bigger tourneys in the second-half of this year. I mean, I don't see how I can get to 100K profit unless I do.
Ok well I guess I'm done complaining now about how shitty I run ha. I know it's tough for ppl who don't really have any kind of results in poker to read a post like this and think "
damn I'd gladly have his results..."
Alright well GL out there and keep your chins up. Good things happen to people who constantly strive for them.